I promised myself that this morning’s writing would be from my heart with no re-working. Kind of an experiment, I guess. It’s a little scary, but this whole journey thing has been about heading straight toward those things I normally veer away from. It’s not that I’m done with fear, just done with trying to go around it. I realize how much of my life has been about avoiding pain, avoiding things I am scared of or even uncomfortable with. But I have missed so much by doing this. I have lost because of it. And I don’t want to miss out anymore. I want to live this really true life. I want to see who I am and not automatically see a list of things I need to correct or fix. I don’t know if I have this kind of courage. I guess I’ll find out.