Did you ever just wake up and not want to be what you are? But the harder you try to not be it, the bigger mess you make? Since I was little, I have loved photography. I owned a little instamatic. with the flash cubes on top, right? Everything was a picture, even then. I began to learn it on my own in college, shooting sports. shooting film. And I am still learning it. digital now. I have never really questioned it. It’s in me. I don’t bother labeling it a hobby or a profession. Just there. And it’s in there whether or not I’m any good. So, that’s not the issue. I just want something else. today. I will go back to wanting it tomorrow.